most of the time taking in a really deep breath before you start working or anything, makes you think more and cool down your temper....

few hours back i am having my school speech day.. never don uniform, but really see them training themselves hard.. just that there is a small problem.... yet big to everything... slacking and really dragging of the time... of course when this things happen, it all automatically piss the officer off... and then...... taaaa dar.... punishment to everyone!!!!

and the whole circle start again..... cadets hate officer... cadets complain to teachers.... teacher scold officer.... then back to the cadets again...

never mind never mind, i m not the one scolding them, just a mentor which go back and help out and get feedback, change to what they need, and that's it....... haha

now i m wondering is that person which go home so early had settle the problem? hopefully everything is all right....

remember taking a deep breath really helps a lot...

i didn't intend to post anything today but something happen right in front of marcus, shihui and my eyes...

there is a road traffic accident involving a young girl and a car. the good thing is that my is just down stair my house, so i can go get all the 1st aid stuff i need to treat her before the ambulance arrive.. suspect cheek fracture, chin wound and abrasion on the left leg...

hopefully that girl wont have any problem happening to her.....

haha just got the result of of another FAC... the NC gt 3rd!!!! lol... is this year a good year for me?... haha .. althought i taught them a little bit... i aready knew they can make it... so many people help them, there is not even a need for me haha teach some more... haha... just a big congrats form me to them!!!!!

still thinking should i go or not... haizzz... how lehzzz....

should i go or should i not go... so many places... in the 1st place 1 ask me to make it free on that day... any now they told me they don't want me to go... what the fcuk am i going to do!!!!

later should i go for the uniform plus the "sightseeing" or go meeting, or jus stay at home?

so many things to decide... how? tell me please.......