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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

haiz....
i duno y ppl c the blog le then comment on msn?... weird lo... blog is a open space 4 ppl 2 write wad they wan rite?...

so y does ppl dint comment on the tag n sae leh? y ppl jus dun get the full pic n jus comment leh?... haizzz.

if ppl wana use blog, then dun hide it... then hu kan noe wth ppl blog 4?
jus show... there isnt nid 2 b scare.. unless u havent found out the truth n put it up....

so wads the use for sayin ppl blamin others?... did i?

wow.. i noe i m petty onli.. bt then i dint noe ppl would sae tt i push blame on others...

n lasty... to mi rite, is better 2 read properly each n every single word frm it, THINK 1ST b4 saying anyting... thanks alot hor...

~ { 5:31 PM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

...duno wad 2 sae...
haha.. every body is fan abt wad happen last sat haha.. after the comp.. probems kept on rising.. hmmm.. i surpose i wana sae sth here ba..

my corp gt 2nd in nursing cadets.. congrats.. bt then wen i saw the marks, i was at shock.. they gt 2nd cos of their home nursing.. they gt the highest of all.. tis credits should go to the corp instructors!!! haha.. bt on the other hand, the footdrill, 1st aid dint get so much marks......


so no matter wad i would lyk 2 sae tt my method of trainin 1st aid n footdrill is still the correct method... so wad is the damn reason tt the cadets kant take scoldin? come on.. i still kant believe our corp is the onli corp cadets dun wan scolding and worst of all, the teacher agree 2 it.. so i was lyk " y kant tings b the same as other corp? (if i sae tis 2 my mdm, she would sae" they are diff frm our corp, y would u always compare with other corp?" can u guys believe tt!?) ppl are the same. COS 2 MI, THERE IS NO PPL HU ARE MORE STUPID OR LAZY THEN OTHER CORP WHICH ARE FAMOUS... THEY ARE THE SAME.. is lyk, 1st aid, we nida clean the wound wit antisceptic lotion, bt then in other corp, the method is diff? it kant be rite?

bt y kant our corp, my teacher sae tt they are a bit slow tts y they kant b scolded? 2 mi n marcus, i kan sae it real, THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!!!

last sun i gt a duty. i saw my teacher. u noe wad happen.. i dint wana mention abt the comp.. n wad happen? she BACKSTAB mi tokin 2 my instructor.. kant u believe tt? wad kina teacher is she? all my senior in my corp tld mi tt they quit sjab, IS COS OF STH. no body dare 2 sae tis.. NO BODY. cos she is senior teacher.. my teacher tot they quit cos of sth else.. woa.. i kant believe.. haha

all of my frends sae is a unfair bet tt i gt frm teacher. cos they called other instructor 2 train them.. bt then nvm i will tok 2 sum 1 n tink of the solution 2 it lo.. haha

mb concertrate on trainin myself in the NDP PARADE 2009... i was tld tt i mb can b the contigent commander in the parade... yeh... haha..

until then, i will stop typin nw.. cos i scare i would sae out all the secret.. n then sth big would happen again wahahaha...

ok stop here le.......

sth 2 show all of u... " the word 'lie' sits right in the middle of the word 'believe'." get wad i mean?

~ { 5:41 PM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Monday, March 23, 2009

Bleeding Love---Leona Lewis
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes
with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy,
maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding-
Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

~ { 11:36 PM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Friday, March 20, 2009

woa....
hais.. tml is the compitition le... so many tings 2 do n complete... haha hopefully 1 of the gp i train will win... although is little bit here n there.. still counted ba... haha

nxt ting is tt i heard they nid ppl 2 go 4 NDP training tis yr.. at 1st i tot i kant get into it le.. bt then sth gd happening... haha. my mdm ask mi whetherm i free 2 help out anot... haha of cos i sae ok.. bt if i go army theni kant le lo... bt she jus sae put my name in it lo haha. n wen i ask her wad do i do 4 NDP? U NOE WAD..... she ask mi 2 try n c whether i kan b the contigent commander tis yr wit zone 5...

i ws lyk wth.. tts my dream man haha.. bt i oso dint put much hope cos there is stll chance tti kant b in it... haha..

nv the less, gud luck 4 the ppl goin 4 compitition tml.....

~ { 3:40 PM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Monday, March 16, 2009

helo..........
yoz!! blog again haha. 2 daes ago i went 4 a duty at NTU open house.. is so boring lo. hai.. bt then i saw my old skool mate haha Darwin.. haha. after tt i saw alot of ppl there. gt handsome guys and pretty gals haha.

then the duty of ours start at 9.30am till 6.30pm. then after tt there is 1 weird psn come 2 us wit a wound tellin us he jus fell dwn.. wen i saw the wound is a bit weird tt is the wound is clean le. so i ask him wad time tt psn fell dwn.. u noe wad?! the psn sae abt 4 hrs ago!!! he jus come here jus 2 check whether do we nid 2 do sth abt it.. i was lyk stare at blank 4 awhile b4 i clean the wound.. jus weird lo haha..

2 dae my teacher called mi n ask mi 2 go 4 a interview for paramedic course.. long dream of it... hopefully i kan get into it cos i heard tt the course onli left 3 more space leh haha.. bery scary.. haha

nw even is the last day of alot of corp having camp, i m still so emo tt i kant go 4 any of the camp... nt bcos i kant go, bt is ppl dun wan mi 2 go haha.. tings are getting frm bad to worst bt..

i will tink of the quote; (don't cry because its over, smile because it happen)=)....
i gt it frm a psn frm NTU wearing the shirt with tis ting on it.. i duno y i lyk it so i took it haha..... thanks to the psn tt wore it on tt dae...

i will blog again after i interview.. haha

~ { 10:55 AM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Sunday, March 15, 2009

Dead and Gone
Justin:
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone

T.I. :
Every had one of them days wish you would have stayed home,
Run into a group of niggas who gettin their hate on,
You walk by - they get wrong,
You reply then shit get blown,
Way out of proportion way bad discussion,
Just you against them pick one then rush them,
Figure you get jumped here thats next,
They don't wanna stop there now they bustin,
Now you gushin ambulance rushin,
You to the hospital with a bad concusion,
Plus you hit four times but it hit yo spine,
Paralyzed waist down and ya wheelchair bound,
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive,
Just thinkin it all started fussin wit three guys,
Nigga pride in the way but your pride is the way you can f**k
around get shot down anyday,
Niggas die everyday,
All little bullshit, dope money, dice games, for their hood shit,
Could this be cuz of hip-hop music,
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it,
Usually niggas don't know what to do
when they back against the wall,
So they just start shootin,
For red or for blue or for blow I guess,
From Bankhead at the old projects,
No more stress now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
time to think before I make mistake just for myfamily stake,
That part of me left yesterday
The harder me is strong today,
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gon away

Justin:
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone

T.I.
I ain't neva been scared I live through tragic,
Situations could been dead lookin back at it,
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen,
But you think about it when you out there trappin',
In the appartments hangin', smokin and rappin,
Niggas start shit next thing we know we cappin,
Get locked up then didn't even get mad,
Now I think about that what a life I had,
Most of that shit look back just laugh,
Some shit still look back get sad,
Thinkin my home boy still be around had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time,
I won that fight I lost that war,
I could still see my nigga walkin out that door,
Who would of thought I'd never see Philant no more,
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more,
Cuz a nigga his jump cost me more,
I'd a took that ass whoppin out for sure,
Now think before I risk my life,
Take them chances to get my stripes,
A nigga put his hands on me alright,
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night,
Cuz I hit you and you sue me,
I shoot you get locked up poor me,
No more stress now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take time to think
before I make mistake just for my family stake,
That part of me left yesterday
The harder me is strong today,
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gon away
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,

Justin:
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone
I turn my head to the east
I see nobody by my side,
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight,
So I turn my head to the north
swallow that pill and think alright,
That old me dead and gone
what that mean I'm gon be alright,
I turn my head to the east
I see nobody by my side,
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight,
So I turn my head to the north
swallow that pill and think alright,
That old me dead and gone
what that mean I'm gon be alright,
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
oooh,I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just tryin find my way back home,
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone

~ { 7:53 PM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend


Sunday, March 8, 2009

wow...
is a long time since i blog again.. i notice i m lazy 2 blog and nw daes i jus slpin haha

do u all noe wad actualli happen the whole week? 1 of my patient went home.. the patient is so nice bt then i forget 2 sae good buy 2 him cos wen he go, i wen 4 briefing wit my lecturer..

the week is lyk the same old ting tt is work n slp... bt then everytime wen i wake up... i kept on tinkin of sum 1.. kao he wen germany... i ask him 2 send mi a bloody email wen he reach there, bt he nv... i tink he is too forget wad is he doin there.. cos b4 he wen there he tld mi there is a lady 2 fetch him frm the airport there, he is so excitied...haiz. gals again... lol

the nxt ting is tt i m so emo abt sth stupid.. cos abt my corp again.. stupid.. i over sth stupid. which if last time i would make sure the psn would get a hell out of mi haha.. bt times have change ppl sae i kant do it as i tone dwn? which i dun even lyk it? haha. times have change uniform group doesnt look lyk a uniform group.. is jus look lyk a place tt we as n officer mus provide customer service provider..
i m lyk come on la.. we r a volunteer, we r here 2 help n nt 2 listen 2 them.. i mean.. we r train 2 b lyk wad we r n we r used 2 b treated tt way. n we tink tt the old method we use would boosted the cadet.. n we actualli did tt 2 my ambulance cadet. saying tt they kant make it 4 the compitition, bt then eventualli gt 2nd frm almost 10 sckool in the comp... haiz... tings have change haha.

sth gd happen ytd... cos i promoted.. haha i m sayin it 2 myself. cos no 1 in the corp would care if i m promoted or no... hais no 1 would understand wad is the real reason accept marc, emerson.. no 1 would noe wad r we officer doin.. congrats 2 marc, dom, masha and william, grade 5ssssss... haha. nw i m even wrost.. would i go for the camp wit my full u in grade 6 or 5? or would i even go for the camp?
Any ppl out there, pls tag if u kan n give mi sum good ideas... haha thanks..

i will try blog again asap.. sori n thanks..

~ { 10:27 AM }
"looked for, they cannot be seen,; listen for, they cannot be heard; felt for, they cannot be touched."------old ninja legend