feelings....
2dae gt a chance 2 blog cos i jus tink there is a need 2 do so.. actualli i oso duno y i gt tt feelings.. hahas..

it has been long since i type cos the rest of it is jus copy n paste... haizz. nwdaes i jus onli sit in front of my destop everyday frm abt 12noon the 4 plus am in the mornin... watchin show, anime, playin miniclip... it looks lyk i m still playin games tt were being intro 2 mi years ago.... cos i gt no ideas tt is there any other webby tt i kan play on... nxt ting which jus came out of my mind is tt mb i on my com, jus hopin 2 sae tt psn came online..i tink i m stupid 2 sae tt, bt i gt less then 3 months to stay in tis island cos i m goin elsewhere... nobody noes...

jus nw i did another copy of command list 2 my frend tt nid it 4 1 of the skool speech day.... he sae tt their skool sjab if by tis yr still nth "big" came out of it, they r goin 2 change 2 ncdcc. so he was so shock tt he jus tell mi he wana help the skool speech dae.

i jus tink tt my corp is still the best cos nomatter wad every yr GOH will rotate among the uniform groups..cos i heard tt sums skool, even my frends skool oso the same, tt means onli give to the 2 strongest uniform gp.. 2 mi i totalli tink tt is unfair. i mean al least give each n every 1 a chance wad... so my frend decide 2 plan everyting n give it 2 the teachers. his teachers so gd.. sae tt if gt ppl help him, the money 2 go get the uniform stuff is nt a pbm... wow he is such 2 gd teachers....... my frend did a nice plan... n i noe tt the complete 1 will b lyk doin a big project lyk plannin AGI tt big haha.. i stand 2 him.. he even ask mi 2 go help out. bt then i tell him tt i duno tt skool, cos is far. so far leh. lyk i goin 2 skool 4 nursing course frm my hm la.... haha.. i jus tell him tt if there is a need tt he duno hw 2 teach, i will rush n help lo haha..

last ting, i would lyk 2 sae, I MISS U, MARCUS YEOW REN JI!!!!!! wahahaha....

爱情悬崖
妳说我像一个小孩　总爱让妳猜　
我说妳才像个小孩 总要我说才明白　
有些事太快　失去了等待　
让爱　没了期待
我们的爱　怎么才自然　
每次沟通不来　就要离开　就说不要爱
我掉进爱情悬崖　
跌太深爬不出来　
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来　
妳的爱反复徘徊　
打乱我呼吸节拍
该怎么逃开　我控制不来　
我掉进爱情悬崖　
回想起妳的可爱
傻傻的还在等待　
以为妳还会回来　
妳的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋　
消失的太快　我负荷不来

Sorry-Buckcherry
Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

Saturday, April 18, 2009
i realli duno wad 2 sae.. duno wad 2 do.. i duno hw 2 write the feelin dwn.. i wana cry.. i scare i kant take it.. i realli duno how.. tis mb is the song i wana sae 2 her..

保护色--苏亦承

想对你说的 让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
想要给你的 他先给你了
从此只能负荷
寂寞和爱本来能分割
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃的远远的
等待是我自责

路越走越曲折 不能回头了
能伤害我的 都是我爱的
还保护什么 还保护什么
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃的远远的
等待是我自责
爱你是天责

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

ytd wen to corp 4 trainin... found out alot........ alot of tings.... i wen bk wit my old classmate.... i.... kept myself slient... i m tryin 2 control my feeling all the way to the lrt station. bk hm.. on my way.... i kall the other corp instructor... i wana mit him... cos my officer nt in singapore... so i find him.. i waited 4 him outside the corp.. i kan still get hold of my feelings until wen he ask mi.... y m i soo sad, wat happen... at tt moment, i burst out my tears... i kant take it le... i tld him everyting... i mess it all up. is all my fault.....i cried....... the timing is nt right. my officer is nt there 2 "cure" mi up... i mix all my feeling i mix all the pbm tgt... i realli kant take it.. 2 dae is the last time le... should i go? should i ask? wad should i do? go early?.. wen i reach hm abt 8pm, i tell everyting 2 my officer in tt corp.. no 1 kan help mi ans tt... onli a few of them knew abt wad realli happen in the 1st place... hatred nt happi wit mi. 1 of them ask mi 2 tell them... i tld them tt no use le. so long, they dunn believe.. also i tell her... as long as they will learn, i will nt sae the truth.. i realli wana b frends wit them bk... i dun care anyting... jus frends... i m nw alone..lonely... i realli kant tink of anyting else. tok 2 an instructor at 12 plus till 2 plus. askin should i or nt ask it... until last there is no ans 2 it. bt she tell mi 2 slp, hope 2 have a dream tt will tell mi wad 2 do... i realli did dream oof it.. is a nice dream... bt i dint noe wad 2 do even wen i woke up. a nice dream, should i believe n ask? i duno... i realli m a lost 2 it... no 1 will c tis post until the night. no 1 will ans tt. i mus do it by myself.....

........
HELO EVERY1!!!! lol.. sadly 2 tell the truth, i was being woke up by y dad.. until nw i gt no mood 2 go bk n slp le... lol

lets tok abt ytd......woke up late as my cadets nv call mi wake up... bt onli a msg.... i did realli tld them tt if they dun wan mi 2 go, they kan jus dun kall mi 2 go dwn.. i dint tell 1 cadets. bt 2.... haha.. so i wen 2 ask my frend n settle it, should i go?.... or should i nt go?..... so they tld mi nt 2... cos is better 2 save my pride.. n make sure tt without mi is very bad.... wow u noe wad?... wen i heard tt, the sentance realli make mi wana try.... lol... bt i jus tld them tt my instructor kall mi the dae b4 2 ask mi 2 go dwn... n then i oso sum hw gt a msg frm them.... then i sae there isnt a pride liao... is onli a trust towards my instructor ba.. and mb the last image 2 show 2 the cadets.... haha.... wen i sae tt, it turns mi into emo shit again... is lyk the slient breakin pain frm the heart...... lets dun sae it....

so i wen bk 2 skool... wear full u wit my very old classmates... he is in SPF commin bk 2 help out in their trainin.... same ting as usual, my old classmate, ex cadets frm 1 of the uniformed gp, and mi tarted the parade markings.... after tt.... they try their parade... 1 time settle.. tt means great parade 4 every 1 in it....

after tt wen 4 the normal trainin themself.. my instructor gt another instructor frm another corp 2 help out... she shouted at the cadets... wow i kan tell u.... tts the 1 time i heard so loud scolding since after last yr speech dae, if i m nt wrong.. the feeling of the trainin i wan is sum hw bk.... n bcos of tt, i train them.. jus 4 a while cos of the foot drill is still nt tt good..

after tt went bk hm after trainin alone... took a bus.. bt it seems very very long, so tok 2 my corp officer awhile... since 2daes ago i tink he is oso emoin... lol no mood 2 blog until 2 dae...

jus nw, i had a very sad dream... wen i woke up, i dun feel the pain... nw wen i tink bk, if i dint wake up, i might get into a stupid ans tt i will always sae even i dint wan it 2 happen... haha. bt wen i tink of it, i found out tt mb is a hint abt sth i will ask ltr if i gt a chance 2 go bk skool ltr.. realli...

MARCUS!!!! RMB Y WE WEN 4 OFFICER COURSE? WAD IS IT? N WILL TT HAPPEN? lol....
if i gt the mood, mb i will blog again......

till then.... cya...

2dae......
2dae woke up by alam frm my hp.... kall hq officer bt then he tld mi tt he nt in hq... i ask him tt cos my instructor tld mi tt the corp gt no shoulder flash. so i decided 2 kall hq 2 check whether the store gt open anot. so hq sae gt open then direct my kall 2 the aunti tt open the store. sad 2 sae tt the store still gt no stock.. worst still wen i ask her whether wen the stock will b up, she ask mi 2 kall the officer i kall jus nw 2 ask tt qns 2 him... i kant believe tt she open the store bt then duno wen the stock will arrives... lol

my instructor wans 13 pairs of it if i m nt wrong..... cos tis fri is the skool speech day... lol i duno where 2 get it. bt then last min, he kall another skool n c whether kan borrow frm them anot... they sae kan bt onli they r nt in skool for the speech day tt fri. cos the other skool oso gt speech day tis fri... lyk aready plan together de. haha

so i wen 2 yewtee 2 borrow a fleid rank 4 my uniform.. wen 2 the trainin wit my instructor. found out tt we kan have a parade marchin in b4 everyting starts we jus have 2 go in early kan liao... so we wen there, discuss wit the commander. then 2 the rest o the uniformed group., they tld their teacher n they sae ok.. best still, my instructor ask the parade teacher in charge.. n found out tt is ok wil it.. shock bt happi..... n they give all the ex students, vice principL n the principal a good job... thank you all the psn in the parade, band, ex student, teachers.....

although i m happi 4 them, bt then i m still sad.. there.... i kant explain thru words.... bt sth i kan sae.. is "so near yet so far".... haiz.. sth tt i nv tell them abt us officer in tt corp...... hopefully tis fri kan b a successful dae. hope sum 1 will gime a right ans tis fri... pls....

hopin tings will change...... realli hope 4 it... marcus... m i rite? lol...
sum1 pls tell mi, will i still endure n stay on? thanks....

frm thurs to 2dae
thurs.... hahA gt a chance 2 have a sneak peak at 1 of my frends hse. haha he ask his frends 4 steamboat at his hse cos 2 dae he wen army. lol. after tt we wen 2 sunshine place 2 look 4 vcd 2 watch cos we all satyin overnight at another frends hse.. 5 brains each gt diff ideas of watchin wad.. tis kanot tt kanot... stuck at the shop 4 abt half an hr... until last min, decided to go his hse n buffer the show on the net.. ended up 1 K.O 1st. follow by another 1. left the 2 of us, tokin alot of stupid tings there.. takin foto, tokin jokes until 1 of them kant stop laughin..

fri... early in the mornin, we pack our bags n go sentosa cos their cadets wana bid a farewell 4 tt ns 2 b... at 1st it realli looks lyk is 4 him.. bt end up left the so kall the 3 olds ones stickin together cos they play by themselves. haha. play volly ball, lookings 4 gals, bt there isnt any... oh ya. we rent bicycle n cycle ard the place. at 1st, there is totalli nth 2 look at. bt then wen we went to tanjong beach, woa... is lyk tons of dogs n chio bu there... even 1 of my frends look until fell off frm the cycle... lol. wen we wana go off, it rain. is so coolin bt thenwe r allhavin sun burn.. lol. after tt wen vivo city eat pasta mania.. playin a open numbersss... if ppl lose, they will eat tobasco sause wit all sorts of tings found on the table... all frm my table gets 2 al least eat i once... lol.. actualli wana watch movie bt then too late.. end up 1 gp change 2 3gp. i wen home even b4 we wen 4 dinner. 1 wana watch movie (bt then i heard tt they end up playin arcard until 12). the last gp is us, which wen hm after eat... i nida wgo hm cos the nxt dae i gt NDP trainin.

sat.... wen to hq without eating, tok 2 alot of ppl. bt then all craps.. get cadets 2 carry boxes of water... then wen 2 nee soon camp.. saw all uniform gps except npcc... then found out tt there is alot of gals there look damn pretty... bt tt is nt the ting i wana care. the best ting is tt i saw mr jemery tan frm my ex skool ncc... we tok alot... sumore oso found out alot of weirds tings frm him. all is being change due 2 new ppl ( i wont sae) was so called "put" to tt skool.... lol.. enjoy myself.... also saw wad happen wen it is flag lowering. miss it so much...

sun... nth 2 do bt then in the afternoon, ns guy ask mi 2 go out wit him wit another frend cos he wana buy a non cam fone. ended up buyin a watch 1st, goin 2 abt 3 shops over n over again until i oso sian then gt to buy a fone 4 him... haha cos the hp tt he wans don have stock liao.....

2 dae..... wen to bmtc 2 send him off... waited so long take the damn slow boat. view the bunks, the tings they will issue, c hw he swearin in, the last lunch wit him, the 1st time saw him fallin him n lyk so bo chap face... lol i will surly miss him...... after tt my other frend n i wen 2 downtown east, play arcard... wow change alot.. is lyk it look nicer... ok i tink i m nerd cos it change a long time ago bt then nw then i sae... haha.. then wen hm get a slash 4 my cca. then tml get another tings frm a frend of mine.... haha

tts all folks

A Little Too Not Over You -David Archuleta
(this might some hw remind of her. n this mostly can explain my feelin towards her..)

(so... enjoy)
ooooh

ohhhh

ohhhh

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(oooooh )
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(oh eh eh eh)
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)

..........
......2 dae duno y. slp late ytd, ended up wakin at 8am. online, no mood 2 eat due 2 nt well (cos tinkin of goin bk corp, scare)

bt, ha... still at last i gt the courage frm my frend n the officer which is nw over the sea. although the parade is nicely plan frm the nco, bt it is nt being carry out due to principal wans sth other then normal parade. bt then still wana sae tt they did a good plan, follow the SAF and the CCA's Parade protocol, well done.

there is a time wen the teacher wana change more tings, 1 of the commander dun dare 2 sae, bt i kan c frm his expression tt he doesnt wana change anymore. so, i tell try 2 tell the teacher abt the parade kan dun change anymore. bt ended up still mus follow teacher plan plus a scoldin frm the teachers. lol. i jus wana sae, i m sori tt i kant change the teachers. i noe u all wan the more command as it will b nice bt i kant change them. sorry to all commanders tt wana use the actual planin u all wans

tell the truth, wen i reach there, i was actualli being cast away... dun feel tt nice bt still swallow it... 2 mi, i tink they knew tt i do the command list, bt they dun even wana care abt it... maybe i jus wan some 1 appreciate ba. haiz.. nvm nvm..

wen it ends, i wen BPP 2 mit jj wit the sj n wl which is wit mi the whole dae. onli eat ice kachang.. then go buy stuff 4 steamboat tml. wen i goin 2 reach out of the gate, i took a pic of the place, hall n canteen. walkin out, tinkin wen will b the last time tt i will visit tis place which gt a very good and bad memory since yr 2001... wow times past jus lyk a blink of eye....

nw wo zhen de she bu de leave tt place wen i step out. wen i reach hm, online again tok 2 the officer on msn which is nw oversea. tok half way, tears nearly come out. come on. i m a man. y i kan cry rite. haha.

then i after tt, i took out the parade command list, edited the list for the parade and email them. hopefully everyting will go out fine..

i realli wana do the corp well. i realli wana stay.. haha

lasty i wana wish tt the parade will go outs well, plus GOOD LUCK 2 THE G.O.H N THE COMMANDER!!!!!!!

Stress...
argh... i m stress. i kant believe i had been overly stress 2 jus a simple ting. a real simple ting. whether i still wana help in tt skool. bt wad happen? i still ended up helpin them without me, myself knowin y i would wana help.

so i did do my best in doin the command list 4 the parade. started ytd abt 8 plus ba. askin my OTC malay frend 4 spelling, then 2 FDI sliver ppl 4 command n help. ended up finish at 3am 2 dae.. have 3 hrs or slp, wake up at 6, mornin prayer.

after tt i jus roll on the bed until 8 plus then i gt 2 slp again n wake up at 12noon. after tt, check the command again. bold the commands, n print out.

then at abt 2 plus, i rest on the bed n read the command list, then i found out tt the sum command no nid or some missing. i was so shock tt i jus on my comp again start doin over again. the heng ting is tt i nv send 2 my instructor 1st cos is wrong. so after tt i even ask a full time NS men 4 the command. n finish abt 7pm. i kant believe i nv left the comp until nw. n is goin oooohrs liao.

until jus nw then i was lyk tinkin if i help, will they feel tt although tings happen, i still willin 2 help. bt then i after tt i dun wana care. cos i m damn scare abt whether tml i wana go bk my corp anot.. kept on tinkin abt wad will happen tml...

i was lyk so nervous tt i kant even eat my lunch properly. kant even relax. even i m jus sittin n watchin show, i kan feel my heart pounding, fast n hard.

tell the truth. i m nt scare abt ppl. i m realli scare abt the parade.. i duno y. i m jus scare i will jus stand there n do nth. or jus nth will happen.

i m so stress tt i kant even tink properly so stress. i m nt lyk tinkin tt if my partner was gon wit mi, i wun b lyk tis nw. bt he is nt in singapore.

i realli wana rest. bt no mood. haiz.. i wil try 2 rest asap liao. blog again tml

another day
few days ago, heard frm my frend in oversea sayin tt he had a big pbm.. so big until i oso kan do anyting... haha bt the stupid ting is tt i gt an idea. quite stupid, bt it kan b done. haha. i use my bro's laptop plus a big speaker n a mic.. wad i do? i use my hse fone n kall his mother, use the mic put on the phone cos the heng ting is tt my phone have loud speaker setting. then i kall him thru msn, then put the loudspeaker near my hse phone so tt he kan use it n kall his mom 4 free.. n wad?! it did went thru, he kan hear his mom his mom oso kan hear him.. n tok 2 his mom abt the pbm. nw although is quite solve, bt he is still wry abt his mom... haiz.. nvm haha

after tt ting, i felt happi.. at last i did st help him. lol. although is small, bt still kan wad haha.bt after tt dae, alot of old stuff wen thru my mind.. i found out tt i did sth overboard tt i tot i will b positive in the long run, bt it turn out 2 b negitive. is all my fault..although tings cannot b turn around, bt then hopefully tt part will change 2 a better 1..

hai.. ytd was quite a weird bt enjoy day (i surppose..) haha.. ytd went 2 NDP trainin. so many big shot were there. the chairman of the NDP committee frm the navy(i tink so)came dwn lol.. a general man.. have way thru his fone rang. "ba bu ba bu garang kuni." lol.. tts his ringtone!!!! nice rite? hopefully i oso kan get tt man lol.. then after tt i saw sth which tis yr i tink most of the ppl onli kan c him frm far or on the tv durning NDP.. lol. tis yr's parade sergeant major!!!! he is lyk a star wen i c him. (although is nt laa..) he is damn near 2 us la. ssssooooooooo nice....

tis sat we a goin nee soon camp 4 trainin le. is lyk damn siao la. i goin army le. then b4 goin still nida go camp...so weird bt ok la. haha..

2dae as usual. watch tv. play com. watch "la pi xiao xin" watch movie. drama. whatever ting i kan do at hm (bt nt rot) kan liao.. so sian.. no 1 goin out wit mi.. haha. i jus feel lyk i m goin 2 b out of the world kina psn liao. lol.

tis yr i feel lyk i learn sth big. real big. tt means i will still try my best 2 help ppl wen they nid help although sth bad will happen. although it did stop mi awhile near the end of last yr, bt i will still do my best frm nw on.. i noe there will b ppl say tis n tt again. bt nvm.. let it b lo. as long as do the best kan liao ba? lol.

Bye Bye-Mariah Carey
(tis song is very nice, cos i jus rmb tt i nv sae bye 2 sum1. 2 mi, she is impt bt 2 her, i tink there is nth.. haha nevertheless, this is 4 u.....)

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye