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it was a good day from Thursday morning till evening... heard that my OC wana change the competition team members.. but it didn't happen, because the forms had been submitted up to HQ.

the reason of my OC wana change it is because my team commander is still very blur of doing 1st aid case... and can't make decision to command the rest.... so actually meet a senior NCO for a meeting session.. wanted to change the commander. but then he is not free tomorrow for the competition.. haha ( so it didn't have a change)

so during the meeting i ask some stupid question. and got myself hit.. stupid right?... i really just wanted to know the answers!! but never mind.. that's what i wanted to ask.. itch mouth..

everything just seems to be so fine from the starting of the first training in corp till 2 days ago.. really thought that it seems to be so "alright".. haha

never mind. i will be all right in front of everyone and act that there is noting wrong, since tomrrow might be the last time i will be free liao. nvm at least there is this blog for me to say what i wana say. because i don't think that she will really read it.. even though i told her to read it.. maybe tomorrow there will be a letter from me to her. and that's it.

yesterday i told marcus and emerson that i m realli quite tired already.. maybe its time for me to have a long rest... a long long one.......

i really wanted you to really know what i really think. i m sorry...

you had promise me to go OTC... i will promise to let go of it. kk?.. thanks

thanks to those which really have to look at my idiot blog... haha thanks a lot...

lastly, good luck to those going for competition tomorrow!!!