emo?
things actually happen long before today.... it happened seven months ago.. i thought that i had already forgotten about all the past and move on until that day when my buddy and i were in a jungle for training.. although is way past bedtime, but he is sad. so i listen to what happen.. he told me that he misses his ex girlfriend which the girl broke up with him.. is a really sad story. he really misses his ex soooo much until i can't believe it. he is a tough guy from the outside. i can never imagine that he is that soft.. pray hard that he can get her back!!!

at that point of time, i realize that i had never forgotten the things at all. time flies fast.... yet noting had really happen. how i wish i could just chat as a real good friend again....

in the first place i thought 2days ago when i really met her after so long, can have a chat, but it didn't happen... my hopes are really high.. but when i saw her, it really makes me happy for that 2 to 3 hours (due to rushing down to another place for home nursing training).. even though we never chat much..

did i really miss her so much? m i emoing everyday?

i really wishes that i could really have a nice chat with her 1 day... maybe she will really know that i had change.. maybe.... please make it happen.......