it's you- Ne Yo

It's you, it's you, it's you.
It's you (ooh)

I'm at a lost, don't know what to say to you. (mm)
Throwing me off, i know what i feel but i can't tell you i do.
See now i know my fights not for myself, my fight's for you.

You're everything i never wanted to want, it's true.
Said you're everything i never wanted to want, it's you.
It's you, it's you, it's you.
It's you, it's you. (mm) (ey)

I'll write a song three times a day but i can't talk to you. (ooh)
I know what's wrong, i never meant for me to feel like i do (oh)
If this is love, it sucks cause i don't want it but i do.

You're everything i never wanted to want, it's true.
Said you're everything i never wanted to want, it's you.
It's you, it's you, it's you.
It's you, it's you. (mm) (ey)

Just walk away (ay), wipe that smile off your face. (hey)
I just wish i could say that to you.
But i need you tonight.
Need you tonight...
I need you for life.
Need you for life, life, life.

Said you're everything i never wanted to want, it's true.
Said you're everything i never wanted to want, it's you.
It's you, it's you, it's you.
(oh woah woah)
It's you, it's you. (mm) (ey)

Labels: Missing "Someone".........

yoyoyoyo... i m back.. haha
after so long i decided to blog.. cos i was lyk tinkin tt if i wait again, i m goin 2 type alot le.. haha

last wed wad my grad dae.. haha i pay 5 bucks 4 it, y shouldnt i go? so i ask my fren follow mi co si dint wan my parents 2 go there. i will ps de haha. so jus nice he kan go wit mi, (thank you!!!) he sumore drive mi there lol...haha. bt then wen we r half way thru there, there is a damn car tt jus suddenly stop his car, then my frend gt no choice tt he jus press the emergency brake. i m sittin in front.. i now tt was very close to the car in front... we look at each other... i tld him tt tts the 1st time i felt tt.. there is also some drifting. cos it was rainin... worst come to worst.. he tell mi tt is his 1st time i do tt... haha. we were jus shock at the same time haha wen i reach there, we gt a SNB badges.. u noe wad happen? we were being ask 2 get up into the stage 2 get the cert. wow. if i m nt wrong. the place is lyk filled wit abt 1000 plus ppl. frm as young as baby to as old as sum1 grandparents.. haha.. after i wen 2 get my result.. to my worst, i my marks onli allow mi 2 go poly after i work in hospital 4 1 yr.. then out of a suddenly my frends called mi bk to the general office again. my teacher sae tt she is sorry tt tt is the onli marks 4 the last term. the real transcript i haven take. an 2 my shock, i gt the enough marks 2 go poly... lol..

after tt we went nyp 2 go for a swim, i go sun tanning... haha.. i kant believe the ting is tt i onli gt tanned 4 onli 45 mins, i n realli gt a bit darker.. mb tt dae was after the rain then jus nice no clouds... haha..

then thur n fri i was jus at hm slackin haha.
on fri nite, i wen to the thai temple wit my frends 2 help him, actualli i m jus ther 2 pei him, haha he actualli there rec the vid of them chanting, then we were at the back crapping haha..

on sat, i went there at 11 plus for lunch there. actualli i eaten at hm then go there eat again. bt then dint expect tt i m so full. haha.. then i was there doin 1st aid for them, they put the board stated "red cross station".. then my frend ask his dad mus change it 2 1st aid.. cos i m nt frm red cross oso wad haha.. gt a kid gt the joss stick ash burn his eye lid. so i wach it 4 him..i tink tts the onli kid tt keep mi awake.. bt then my frends dad came, ask mi 2 use a mic 2 speak.. dots. i tts the worst. i dun dare bt then is lyk i nid 2 do it. so my frend ask mi. n we decide to take half.. he more worst, put the vid cam 2 rec mi.. the tings tt we nid 2 sae is lyk damn long, after we speak finish, we were laughing at each otthers way of speaking. then we were scare cos damn nervous lo. haha..

then after tt dae i gt nth 2 do until jus nw tt i went to the uniform aunti shop.. she help mi "repair" my pants as well as my frends, then jus nice i saw my teachers uniform there oso. haha. so i kall her n tell her tt her uniform is ready. they she sae wen she gt the time then she go. btw the aunti tld us tt the uniform was ready abt a month ago.. haha.. then she oso sae tt there is a bunch of female safari havent gt collected since last yr... PLS IF ANY 1 GT 2 NOE HU IS IT, PLS GO N COLLECT!!!! thanks...

at last i finish everyting.. haha bt lastly, after 2 yrs, i m a nurse le... lol lol!!!

another day...
things jus some hw change alot.. on the whole it realli did change... real big man... started nt 2 tok alot le lo.. so lonely lyk shit.. haha actualli everybody is so bz abt test, final yr project, skool, parades, jobs, out field, 'days' inculde national days etc...

so where m i? at hm workin hard on lookin on the newest movie, checkin mail, doin alot of parade stuff, watchin the lame show lyk 'Gaki no Tsukai' (jap show, funny n stupid) '蜡笔小新', tinkin of wad 2 bring 4 the trip tis july... lol... is jus basically staring at the comp 4 long hrs again..

oh ya i jus rmb tis wed is graduation.. so fast.. goin 2 b a nurse le lo.... haha.. mb the lousy 1 or a gd 1? mb my patient will have the ans.. haha
wen i tok abt tis, i jus rmb sth tt i gt a qns in my mind.. 生老病死可怕吗? tell the truth, after i stept onto tis path, i realli seen passing away peacefully, n also nt.. seen alot of patients as young as few daes old, to 80 plus or 90 plus years old (if i m nt wrong) admitted 1 dae to few months. good or so called 'bad' 1s. 1 sae he had nv been home since half a yr ago.. also, a patients over a century old.. abt 105? stayin at tt hm 4 half a century, nv went out b4..then nw wen i tink bk abt the qns, i tink tt it still had the balance on the qns.. yes wen u r scare. no wen u tink tt is norm.. tell the truth, i m still scare of alot. bt no matter wad, tings had its ending. if there isnt an ending, there will nt b a beinging.. wow wen i sae tt tons of tings came into my mind.

if there is once a fren, whom accidently backstab u, scold u, hit u, sae sth tt u kant take it, pls tink 1st b4 u wana end the frendship.. pls... cos mb they backstab u cos they dint wana make u suffer... mb scold u cos u did sth wrong, tt mb ur frend tinks tt if u gt a scoldin, u will change... so tt u wun offend the others nxt time... doesnt mean change 2 another psn, character, no. is nt... mb say sth bad at u, dun tink tt he or she is realli wanting 2 sae u, mb is other ppl tt change her mind.. u kan sae tt no body is perfect, bt doesnt mean u dun try 2 b 1..
dun break the relation of a frends. ever heard, having a frend is 三生来的福阿. very lucky to have a frend. dun mind even he or she is a gd frend, best frend, bad frend.. all teaches u frendship. all teaches u to bcome a gd lady or gentleman. no matter hw bad the frend is, they also teaches u wad is gd or bad nt by tell in u, is by ur heart deep dwn.. frends help u 2 grow, strangers doesnt mean they will help u.. so please. do sth 2 recover it back. bcome frend again. in a group, one n one, it doesnt matter... i sae tt cos i did sth wrong bk then.. 2 times. is a bad ting tt i nv recover it bk. if he n she c it, pls....can tings start anew?

few years back, i got a big 'fight' with my friend, it is so big that alot of people is being involve... i had that friend almost 8 years.. and beacuse of a small matter that is totally not his or mine fault, tt resulted a broken friendship... although i told him i m sorry, we are back together, i just really wanting 2 sae a big sorry to him..

next is a pbm tt i scolded her.. i realli did, if i m nt wrong, she nv saw mi sayin tt so angry b4, mb nt. mb alof of times, i dint noe? i scolded her tt she should change her way. in a certain way. things are small, bt is seems 2 be very big 4 mi... wen she is having holiday, i m still studying.. at the point wen we started 2 drift apart, i have a dream tt even myself, i oso dun believe it. although is jus a dream, i felt so real.. so real... in real life, she is still alive.. bt i gt a dream tt my mom is goin 2 pass away any moment at time. i kant save her ast time. she ask mi nt, SHE ASK MI NT!! is in dream bt is so real.. i cried. i realli did. watching. so in tt dream i kall her, she rush dwn n stay by my side, i ask her 2 act in front of my mom 2 let her 'go on peacefully'. 2 let my mom stay happy to the last.. she stay wit my thru out all the way till it end. wen i woke up, my face was cover wit tears. i woke up at abt 4 plus tt time, i n nv went bk 2 slp again. at 5 plus then i wen 2 skool. at tt point of time, i sms her tt i m sory abt wad i done to her.. i tld her the reason. tt dream. she tld mi tt she dun trust mi tt i m sorry abt everyting jus bcause of tt dream, she said tt if there isnt tt dream, i tink i will still b angry wit her. i wana sae nw to her is tt it is true tt if i dint have dreamed of it. i always wanted 2 sae sth tt is actualli after that 1 dae i gt angry wit her, i m nt angry wit her anymore, is jus tt i wan her 2 promise mi tt she wun do it 4 sure again.. tts y i m still acting angry wit her... bt i nv did have a chance. i realli diint have the chance. it had been abt half yr le. she change her no. i dint get it. b4 hand gt a gal wanting 2 gime. bt i rejected it. cos is nt nice 2 get it frm another psn. actualli 2 weeks b4 the speech day of tt skool,i have written dwn a msg at 9 arpil 2009 at 2.45am. cos i kant slp. i been tinkin of her at tt time. wanting n tinkin tt will i n kan i send her tt msg? i wrote,"(name). i noe is sudden. i jus wanaa ask u 3 qns. do u still hate mi? n kan we still b frend? y? i trust u n wans u to and drm ureslf pls. do mi a favor, pls dun tel any 1 i msg u. i wana tell u sth. after we dun tok, even i had frend,i kant tok much comapre to u. pls 4give mi.1 or last time, pls reply mi. thkx." i realli did the msg, bt ask alof of frends tt whether should i ask? cos tings will b changing soon after speech day. some tld mi nt 2. some tld mi 2 send. i decide 2 send, bt she gt a no change, so i wanting 2 ask a frend 2 give it 2 her, ended up, i nv send. cos even till i leave tt skool after speech day it self, i dint ask them send. cos i duno whether should i send. bt heard she gt sum 1 askin her 2 bcome frends bk wit mi bt it doesnt work.. she sad sth tt it means i gt no way 2 bk bk frends wit her again... i m so sad. 2 frends walk mi dwn frm skool. i oso dint tell them abt i aready noe the ans until the last mins b4 we took the bus.. i have tears, bt i stop 4 very long... tt was a last wonderful parade in speech dae i had seen. thank you very much... till nw i m still tinkin whether will she 4give mi? i realli hope 4 the ans. bt as long as it is i m nt tryin 2 blog so she will 4give mi, i still wan her 2 relise it by herself. tell the truth, i saw sum 1s blog tokin abt frend tt reminds tt i should write it out..

in real life, 2 yrs bk, my mom gt a operation on the head, cos of high pressure in the brain to the skull, resulted tt there is a blood vessel burst. doc or nurses would noe tt if the pressure is nt remove, big tings would happen, so they drill a hole dwn to the skull n remove some fluid frm the skull, to relieve it.. bt the i heard there is alot more had been done. totalli abt 3 operation at time. tings turn realli bad at tt time. my whole family was so stress abt it. until nw, my mom is still 4getful due 2 it. since then tings had been goin wrong 4 mi? haha.

frends a 4 ever even they a gd or bad. they r equal. learn frm them. 4give n 4 get the past. start anew wit them.... whishes all frends will b gd n lucky also. inculdin the 2 i mention!!!! gd luck 4 the mid yr exams!!!!

something that can't be explained
there is a video on youtube tt the music is very nice.. i duno y, bt it some hw show mi the feeling tt i m having nw.. no lyrics.. jus music... 2 mi is tt it show a feeling tt i have bt there is no words tt i kan explain..

'Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence'

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